MISUNDERSTOOD

 

How I wish I could convey my feelings

with all these words there are 

all these drawings I make

these many poems I write 

How I wish I could convince 

with all these arguments there are

all these logics I have 

these many ideas I think of

How I wish I could express

with all these voices in my head

all these clustered assumptions I make 

these many fears I have

How I wish I was understood

with all these complex feelings I feel

all these self doubt and self loathe I do 

these many silent treatments I give 

How I wish I could vent

with all these distrust I have 

all these betrayal I've been through

those many broken promises i believed in 

-Garima subedi